Chapter 1: Can’t Stop Thinking of Her

I loved her ever since the first time she said my name.
I loved her ever since I met her.
She's the light that came into this dark existence that I call my life.
Every time she smiled at me, I feel my heart skip a beat.
I don't deserve her; she's too pure, too innocent for me. But...
But I can't stop loving her. I want her so badly it hurts.
I need her even though I don't deserve her.
She's my angel from heaven.
I love you, mia.
My lil' twilight angel.-Killua's thoughts about mia

It was a typical night in Kakashi High School when a certain silver-haired student tossed and turned in his sleep…
“Darn it! Why can’t I stop thinking about her?” Killua sweat dropped “ever since that incident...it’s been 2 weeks now.”
Flashback
“Okay class, this day has been declared a free day for all of you, after all, you all deserve as a rest after the exam week!” Nabeki-sensei beamed happily to the class, “Class dismissed!”
Everyone shouted with joy---or at least a smile or a nod from not-so-talkative students such as Mizuki and Hiei, but not Killua who slumped in his seat reading his dragon ball z comic as if nothing happened.
“YAY!” Mia shouted “Mizuki, Kaoru, would you two like to go to Central Town with me?”
Kaoru smiled “Great idea Mia! What about you Mizuki?”
Mizuki glanced at Kaoru momentarily “I supposed it would be a way to relieve stress after all that hard work...” she answered dryly.
Mia then turned her head back “Hiei, Kenshin, Killua wanna come?” ‘Though I know Killua will never say yes.’
Kenshin turned to Killua, who was still reading in the same mindless position. “…”
‘Damn…just say yes for once Killua! For heaven’s sake you’ve kept your true emotions from her for five years now!’ ‘Must you continue to be so bold and arrogant? Say YES! Say YES!’ Kenshin said to Killua in his mind through telekinesis.
“Go if you want Kenshin and Hiei, I wouldn’t like to be seen together with this Crazy CAT Girl!” Killua said as he stared at Miya dully.
Miya’s head fumed and her eyes turned blood-red in anger. “I HAVE A NAME---MIYA---M---I---Y---A! Not Crazy CAT girl you BAKA!” She shouted at Killua angrily.
‘Come on Killua…it’s not yet too late to say yes!’ Kenshin said as he tried to convince his best friend into going with them.
“Shut up idiot and leave me alone.” Killua glanced at Miya, ‘an idiot with a perfectly Hot Figure…’‘Darn it! What am I thinking! Just because she has become a woman now doesn’t give me the right to think of such things!’ Killua thought to himself as he stared at miya.
“GRRR! Let’s go, Kenshin, Hiei, Mizuki and Kaoru-chan!” Miya said as she started to head towards the classroom door.
“Ok Mia…” Kaoru said as she shrugged her shoulders and walked out the door along side her best friend.
“I would like to change to more comfortable clothes. How about 3:00 in the afternoon just outside the bus stop?” Mia asked with joy.
Kaoru “Fine with me.”
Hiei “Whatever let’s just get out of here.”
Mizuki “yeah”
“See you there guys!”  Miya said as she dashed off to her room.
Hiei looked at Killua with a blank look on his face, he could’ve cared less if Killua wanted to go with them, but he knew how Miya felt about him, so he decided to see if Killua would go for mia’s sake.  “Are you sure you don’t want to go?”
“Yes” Killua said with an annoyed look on his face.
Knowing that convincing Killua was futile, Kenshin and Hiei also walked out the classroom, leaving Killua alone in the classroom.
Killua looked around to confirm they were all gone then looked towards his pants revealing a huge bulge in it.
“Fuck these hormones…they nearly got the better of me…”
He decided to walk back to his room to change the thoughts in his mind. He laid down his luxurious king size bed but realized it only aroused him more.
‘Oh Mia…I want you here in my bed and fuck you now…yes as soon as I get my hands on you and drag you to my bed, I will rip those annoying clothes of you and make you plead before me to fuck you harder!’ “Aaargh! What the hell is wrong with me? Why her? Why has she become so mature…so beautiful, yet so sweet and innocent?” Killua thought to himself in frustration as he glared angrily at his bed.
Just then a knock was heard from the door.
‘Who could that be?’ Killua said to himself as he stared at the door with a confused look on his face.
Killua stood up and opened the door as his eyes widened to reveal Mia wearing a spaghetti-strapped shirt that showed her smooth shoulders and creamy skin. Part of her lower stomach was also seen and part of her breast---just a small part of it that didn’t look indecent and her normal pair of black shorts that showed just enough of her long silky legs---not too revealing yet not too conservative it was just right---yet it was simple! How could such simple clothing bring out the woman in her and the beast in him---a beast that wanted to badly tackle her down and take her then and there?
Trying his best to maintain his composure and trying with extreme difficulty to hide the bulge in his pants from letting Mia see it, he quickly placed his comic down to cover his pants and looked at her in a cold manner. “What do you want now idiot?”
“I told you Killua, I am not an idiot!” she pouted a little then smiled again “Killua are you sure you don’t want to go?”
“…she’s willing to give you a second chance…say yes…say yes now!’ Killua thought to himself.
Killua tried to keep his face as cold as ever "do you really want me to go?” He asked, trying to hide the embarrassment in his eyes.
Mia nodded “Yes...well you see you always get cooped up alone and it isn’t healthy…try to go out more often!”
‘Killua can’t you see? She cares for you! Don’t blow this chance!’ Killua thought to himself in encouragement.
“Fine.”
‘Yes!’
Miya was surprised, Killua actually said yes! “Oh thank you Killua!” with that she rushed and hugged him.
Killua froze on the spot ‘fuck…her breasts are so soft…damn her legs’ ‘need…to…fuck her…’ Killua thought lustfully to himself as he stared at miya while she hugged him.
His heart kept beating as his self control was slipping quickly “I CHANGED MY MIND!” killua shouted as he pushed her aside. Mia was confused “Why Killua? You finally said yes for a change!” Miya said as she stared at Killua with a hurt and confused look on her innocent face.
“You’re not my mother even though I don’t listen to her anyway or my doctor and I feel sleepy so good day Mia!” with that he closed the door. Mia just stood there “what went over Killua all of a sudden?” Miya thought to herself as she stood at Killua’s front door.
Back in the room, Killua tossed and turned in his bed but he needed to be satisfied…
“I need her…I need her love…the whole of her…” Killua entire body heated up as he blushed shades of red.
End flashback
“Damn these perverted thoughts…damn these hormones!”
“Must try to sleep…”

Stay tuned for the next chapter.